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Sunday, February 25, 2007

And maybe I'm finally waking up.


Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Fragile.

Peiced together with flismy scotch tape...

Seems like it's holding up, but not quite.

Something I wrote some other day:

Scream cant be heard.

The story in me for future days with no delays

I wonder the contemplating, creating, burning things.

Beautiful Brilliant Bitter

Like the sun maybe.

Naught this knot

Vicious things are the friends of those

Scared to admit

the truth.

Because the worst thing is feeling alone in a crowded room.

 

Some more stuff:

So, Ill continue with my mask.

My fake fallacious face.

And Ill do it, do it everyday, do it till I fade.

With your false sincerity,

I still dont know what you want from me.

What kind of words do you want me to utter,

Do you expect me to breathe easily?

Convincing Crash.

You want me to last.

Later Lopes

Higher Hopes.

My rolling rash words.

Goodbye.

But could that even be trusted?

Nothing is forever.

Not even this force, this bond, this truthful fond

 

.... yeah.


Sunday, November 12, 2006

I wish I was a princess.

Then, I could go jumping through turquoise clouds in my pink tutu.

I would eat chocolate covered sweet apples and drink passionfruit tea.

I would laugh and dance and swirl and twirl.

Naive and pure.

Carefree.

I would be life.  

And hope.

I wish I could hope.


Friday, November 10, 2006

I'M BACK.... and better then ever. Man, I miss xanga. I want to be on here more. Ohlalala. I'm chewing on a peice of gum... that is slowly breaking apart. Oh man. I should probably spit it out.

I think I know why I'm sick. I need a dose of fun. A bangin' party maybe. But parties are never fun. Hurray for Spontaneous Gatherings! So. So. So. Is it okay not to be in a group in high school. Yup, I am a drifter. It confuses me at times. What I'm supposed to be doing. When I'm not doing anything... right, it seems. I feel out of place a lot but I know this is where I am going to be for the next four years. I feel alone even though I'm surrounded by people.

It doesn't help that it's not going anywhere with him. You know maybe it would help if I actually talked to him. Yeah, maybe.

But it's alright, don't worry because I'm not depressed. Whoever is reading this. No one has xanga anymore anyway. I'm not depressed.... just opressed. HA. I'm clever.


Friday, September 08, 2006

Isn't it crazy humans have been able to exist for this long...what are we made of.... how were we made... where did we come from. What will the future be? What is space? Mindboggling isn't it?

I think so.



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